glasses, day one
Jun. 21st, 2003 11:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
1 (Internal). Everything's a little weird, but I'm gradually adjusting. Things look a little closer than they really are, which is mostly okay. The main trouble I have is that the ground seems closer to my head than it usually is, which (a) gives me the bizarre feeling that I've shrunk, (b) somehow makes it feel like I'm moving slower than I should be, like running in a dream, and (c) means that my feet get confused about when exactly they should be hitting the ground on the way down. Walking on the uneven pavement of my parking lot, I may look pretty comical.
2 (External). Maybe it's because of the above, maybe it's because I confuse change in perception with change in appearance, maybe it's because I've always been strangely wary of even small changes in how I look. Whatever the cause, I feel really conspicuous. Then I try to figure out what I'm worried about, I imagine someone nudging a friend and saying, "Hey, check it out--a guy wearing glasses! You don't see that every day," I laugh at myself, and I move on.
2 (External). Maybe it's because of the above, maybe it's because I confuse change in perception with change in appearance, maybe it's because I've always been strangely wary of even small changes in how I look. Whatever the cause, I feel really conspicuous. Then I try to figure out what I'm worried about, I imagine someone nudging a friend and saying, "Hey, check it out--a guy wearing glasses! You don't see that every day," I laugh at myself, and I move on.
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